I have so many questions swirling in my mind right, none of which can be easily answered without knowing the truth. Yet, life does move on and so should I. Yes, I did learn a lot from this situation, and yes, I am happy that I am able to get over things with a biblical perspective of the things that have happened, but I just have the questions of why they could not have been more truthful and honest to me? Did they feel that I could not handle the truth? I know in the past I had problems dealing with truth, but have since learned that whatever happens in my life that is hurtful, I can give it over to God and let him deal with the pain. It is much easier to allow him to work it out and turn our pains and sorrows into gladness, than it is to hold onto them and have them eat out our flesh and cause us to sin against God. So what I am trying to say is that I had much rather deal with the pains of truth, than to have lies try to eat at me. Still I know how to handle the lies, yet truth sets us free from the voices of the father of lies.
So now I move on – refreshed in God, knowing that he is in charge, knowing that if I ever get to the truth of the matter, I will be ok, and if I never get the truth, that is ok too. No matter what, I trust in the one who is TRUTH and he will keep me from traps of Satan when I keep my eyes on him!
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Jesus is in control!
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